Healing Through Pictures

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Guard Frog

I posted this on my other blog. Love this big guy.

Reclaiming My Narnia

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This guy is growing, emphasis on growing, into an awesome guard frog. He is HUGE, looks like a mutant when next to his froggy pals. That is a watering bucket outside my door that he was proudly perched on when we came home last night.

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Baby Let’s Cruise..Away From Here

Baby Let's Cruise..Away From Here

Can you tell we really like to use cruise control?
Sometimes I wish I could just hop in the car, set it on cruise and let it take me where it wants to go!

Yep, Baby Let’s Cruise Away From Here!

Come Closer, Come Closer

Guarding the Nest 7-1

 

I kept trying to get this shot and the wasp were getting really aggravated.  Each time the nest humming as if to entice me in closer to get that perfect shot.

The Frog and the Dragon Fly

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I was excited to capture these two shots.  It is like they knew I was having a rotten day yesterday and so they posed for me.  Thanks little creatures, you make my day.

Weekly Photo Challenge: The World Through MY Eyes

My Life 6-21

 

Not far from my house lies this mound of scrap metal and junk. I can relate to it in so many ways.  I feel thrown away.  Like I have been left by the wayside, tossed and forgotten.  Those parts that were once shiny and new, have become weathered and are not longer useful.  I do not even recognize what I am anymore, much less who, or why.  Depressed, hating myself, thoughts of suicide nearly daily, but according the our wonderful government “Occasional depression that will not interfere with work.”  Right.

I would hate to know what constant depression and anxiety feels like.  I really am tired of trying.  Okay, I give.

Dragon Fly, What Big Eyes You Have!

It is interesting once YOU capture something in photo, it becomes yours, and you start noticing things you have not before.  I have noticed the beauty of dragon flies before, even commented on a blog recently about how beautiful their pictures were, but it was not until today when I looked at my pictures that I noticed just how large their eyes are.  Photographers truly do see through different eyes.  I am not in the class with the pros, I will never reach that point, but I am so excited for the eyes that I see through now.

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Shoo Fly Don’t Bother Me

I remember when as a child swimming and one of these horse flies would come around, we would scream “Horse Fly”!  and everyone would splash and dive under the water.

One landed on the truck today and was able to get a picture close up.

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Age Brings Character

Walked around looking for aged and rusty things today.  These three images were the most interesting to me.

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I Call Her Piglet

Yesterday my parents purchased this cutie. She is tiny, only 3-4 ounces. I cannot remember the exact weight. Feeling something was not exactly right with her Mother took her in to our vet first thing the morning. She has genetic problems as seen in puppies from inbred parents. One of which is hydrocephalus. This angel was meant for my Mother’s loving care. I am sad that she has these problems and will have struggles, but with my Mother’s loving care she will thrive.

Mother has been helping with my Uncle’s family yesterday and today as they laid his Mother to rest and so I have spent a good bit of time with the little one. The first picture is one I took of her with my Iphone, she looked just like a piglet, and so the name stuck for me, and unfortunately, she comes when I call her. 😉

So without further adeiu introducing Piglet!
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Inside the Giving Tree

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When I went to check on the egg in the Giving Tree I heard, click, click, click. I thought it was the egg hatching, so I took a quick picture with my Iphone.

Nope, not the eggs hatching. I noticed it was Mama, telling me to go away.

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